Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Emotional havoc :-)

Am Serene.. Am calm..
Am with you.. And its your charm..
But Nothing Lasts forever..
With or without you,
I need to live whatsoever..

How many of us has been smitten.. by this strange feeling called love? Will there be a million hearts out there wanting it somehow.. If only you can get a capsule.. a love capsule :-) which you can just have and tada! You feel free!!
Its still a mystery to me, this love. Loneliness and me went along just well before marriage I guess. But now.. Even a second of it is unbearable.. Its painful almost physically. I keep wanting someone to share my frustrations so bad I could just die just wanting it :-)

Crazy but yet so simple isn't it. Love. :-) When you have it with you.. near you.. You just forget to notice.. Yet you fall into that unknown deep stange endless pit of emotions if you dont have it when you need it.. And you start needing it when you notice something is missing. Something from someone close. Someone whom you had taken for granted all life long.. :-) How simple yet mysterious..

I have seen some of my friends go insane.. drunk.. slowly melting away.. without even their knowledge. Human mind is said to be so damn powerful, yet why is it so damn fragile when its the matter of love. I wonder if the people I see, the successfull happy ones, or the unsuccessful unhappy ones, are equally insane about the need to love and be loved.. I would like to see how it turns around a life.. From the peak to utter chaos.. and back.. All in a matter of seconds.. All in a matter of time.. when you can just feel that someone growing apart.. or when you blissfully curl up in their love and dream..

I am mesmerized. By this. Love. What is it?? Will anybody know ever? Please share your version if u have any. Maybe I can just stitch up all the versions and see the full view :-)

Insane I told you.. And here I guarantee :D

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