Would this be all..

I have heard my soul..

In each smile..

I have felt its pain..

I have felt it wondering-

Would this be all?! 

This "life" as they all call it.. 

Those with glittering eyes-

Drunk by life's mirth-

Would this be all?! 

I have heard my soul-

Am hearing it once again.. 

All the pain , all of it-

I've felt it, once again.. 

Years of solitude-

Yet I found meaning for it all..

In a moments joy- 

In a fleeting second of love.. 

Years going by, I cling on hope..

This hasty life, this lonely soul-

Those seconds of hope not enough anymore.. 

Would this be all...

I hear my soul.. 

I feel it again- 

Drowning in its own solitude...

Did you also, my dearest unfortunate reader of my insane blog, have these fleeting moments of undeniable agony of being that pitiful soul yearning for that unknown element of mystery in your life, which you wish, somehow, would make your life somehow more complete and meaningful than it possibly can be???

In short, Do you miss something in your life? yourself? No matter how hard you try to perfect everything??

Well for one thing I sure dint try "Hard" enough to "perfect" anything, but I keep thinking how nice it "would" have been if.... oh.. a hell lot of if's on the way :-) 

Debating with myself if I should call someone and let the frustrations out or just "smile and wave" like that cute little penguin said in that movie Madagascar!! Well Neither would work, of course. 

So I end up writing some lines which doesnt make sense once I post it :D 

It helps, though.