Soul in Distress :-)

Dont judge me, Just dont :-) I always loved to write, below you will see one of the worst ones I've ever written.. I find justice in it from the serenity i feel now, once i got all the unworthy thoughts out in words. May not be coherent, and not in the least normal. So once again, Dont Judge :-)

Its sweet.. or is it bitter?
Confused, yet in love
I see not the world around
I feel not, anymore
I know not what I want
I say not what I mean
I fight not.. Anymore
worn out, to my soul, yet in love

Days I remember, when love tasted sweet
Fresh, dreamy.. excited to live
A look was enough, a smile meant heaven
A Touch felt like a dream I never will attain
Of all the stories, I read with my heart
I loved most just to be in love
Just to be in love

Life is a mystery
For all your dreams come true
For each day, you see the world grow
You fall in love, your eyes blind
You tread a path whose end u never know
I'll say its the end, for your life pauses
I never felt it move on, never, once in love

Stuck somewhere in between
My breath, the life in me
See, You just have to love me.
Just say u know my heart
All you have to do is, my love
Kiss me back to my life again
Just Kiss me.. Back to my life again..