Feeling my eyes falling down straight to the zillion photostats, presentation slides and other scary study material, I looked around.. Just to make sure world is still there right on its track.. And there my world is, watching tv! ;) My hubby.. :-) I get so damn crazy when he gets to watch tv when I am suffocated with all the exam tensions and frustrations!! The usual answer to my frustrations is
1. Standing infront of the tv. Oh yes, it works.
2. Shouting that I am hungry. Yeah yeah am the wife, should cook. since it aint a secret i dont cook durin exams n the whole world take its time enjoyin pullin my leg sharin that with those who dont know it yet, thot i'll do the favour myself! :D
He buys or cooks something for me, effectively ruining his sweet tv time.
3. Crying, following him everywhere asking Why ME, Why MTech!!! I need to live live live!!! He pretends he dont hear, or if am too desperate, he smiles! SMILES!!
But it works :D I smile too :D Suddenly feeling stupid for bein such a crybaby :P
The list goes on. :D Trust me, once u marry, u know how to make ur manz life pure hell :P Especially when u r a student as well. Marriage and studies goes well, its just my hubby who feels real "un"well :P :P
Enough about him. Focus on me :P Where was I? Yea disturbin him. I like doin that though :P One hour gone!! Each time I look at the clock I feel like turning back its hands or better yet hammering it to a stand still so it wouldnt just freak me out by running crazy!! My heart starts beatin fast, oh my god so much to study what will i do WHAT WILL I DO???!! trrrrinnnnnnnnnggggggg My phone! Right on time!!! :D one of my desperate friends calling to find solace in my words when I say, Nah not even a page over yet!! We whine for another hour, discussing how pathetic our lives are, and again i luk at the clock. OH GOD!!
I am back infront of my laptop, n I suddenly feel sleepy. Damn!! Why cant I just study?? Inorder to give my sleepy tired eyes a lil warmth, I watch FRIENDS, laugh again n again at joeyz and chandlerz stupid jokes. Must have watched it a hundred times but oh boy! I never get tired of them :-) I watch one episode, and decides its time to study.
FACEBOOK!! And I reads each n every line on my wall. Only If i could do the same with the study material. Nah never. :D I keep refreshing the page a zillion times, n nother hour passes by without much bein done about the exam next day.. :D
My hubby returns to the room, sleepy and tired.. Looks at me with the same question in his eyes that i see every night aroung 11 "Shall we please switch off the lights n sleep??" And then the poor soul sees me with my laptop, stops himself from mouthing the words thinking am studyin so damn hard.
The second I see him sleepin, I realize I have only a few hours left to study.. That my day is ending.. That I dream of sleepin.. That I miss my life.. Ooops mind diversions!!
Back to : I have only a few hours left to study.. And I scan through the slides.. Not bothering if i will remember it next day.. Next few hours I peacefully study.. :-) If I had been lucky enough to listen to the lectures,which I usually skip coz I daydream a lot :D , I finish what I aimed to finish. Else I will be suicidal the next morning.
Morning. Oh my god oh my god Do I remember anything? I have a lot left to read!! Will I pass?? Why do I do this to myself??? Why cant I just study before n spare myself from this emotional drama!! I promise myself this never happens again. Never. Ever. :D
Reaches my class.. Sees everybody running around trying to take in every last bits n pieces of meaningless words which they can vomit right on to the paper a few minutes later.. I join them. Trrinnnggggg Exam bell. Supervisor comes. Answer sheets distributed. Question paper. I pray to all the zillion gods we talk about in hindu mythology although I narrow it down to one after Exams when I dont need anything from them :D I make sure each of them HEARS me screaming for marks :D
I write. Verbal Diarrhea :P :P Sometimes I dont even know what am writing, but i guess thats what diarrhea is about.. The FLOW!! :D :D
Finally, over.. Doing justice to all the promises I took, I run to my home sweet home, sleeps for the rest of the day, till my dear husband comes, and well..
He starts watching TV :D And I start disturbing him.. Life, my friends. My life :D :D
that sums it up... now what about the lab exams??? :D
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